Yesterday I spent money on some pretty amazing things. I'm so pumped abuut them I can't hardly even stand it!

I love life this weekend.
I love that this whole weekend we have no plans except for Fathers Day.
I love the how great I feel since I've been working out.

I'm not allowing negative energy to ruin my mood; but there are still things that I was didn't limit me. Like time, creative blocks, responsibility, money and so one and so on.

Holy bejeezus it's hot outside.

xoxo.

I spent the evening with my computer exploring people and things that I thought were beautiful and I want to be part of me.

I needed it. And now I need sleep.

i know what i want to do. now, it's just getting there.

i forgot how much i love working out. I'm addicted.

my next mission is finding time to do the things i love. one thing i'm going to element is going out on the weekend with exceptions to special occasions.

i need to decide if i want to save my money on a nice camera and if so, what kind. if i do, what will i take pictures of and will i have time for it to be worth it.

i know a guy who is quitting his engineering job to be a photographer and travel the world. <3

i need to take a break from creating and just soak up inspiration. too many fun things going on right now for such a break, but my imagination needs it. I'm pretty used up at the moment.

this weekend nothing but father's day is going on. i can't wait for the relaxing weekend. it's so much needed.

well kids, this isn't what I expected it to be. but i'm kind of okay with how random it is.



<3

I will just go ahead and say it.............

I am disappointed in my blog. I can/should be so much better.

It is not news to anyone who often follows any of my Social Networking updates that my life has felt uncontrolled and overwhelming lately. I have been dealing with adjusting to adult, real-life responsibilities and I have not been dealing with it with much ease or grace. I complain, I talk bad about people, and I get stressed out. I bring me down, which in turn pulls others around me down as well.


However, this week felt different.

There are a few contributors that I could blame for this week's accomplishments and I doubt that they will spill over into next week; but the key to all of it is: My Personal Expectations. Ya know, what I expect myself to accomplish on any given day. Why do I have such a hard time pushing myself to do things sometimes? Sometimes the easiest tasks become a bourdon on me because I put them off to the point that I start to dread them because I have to rush to get them done. I don't know why I do that. Why is procrastination such a popular thing? It's really an awful habit.

Another contributor to this week was gratitude. Gratitude is so underrated. This week I heard "Thank you" alot. So much so that I feel as if there was an mass email that went out to the entire company that said, "Everyone tell Jenny how much you appreciate her hard work this week." It was nice to be appreciated. Very nice. It made me really want to work harder and get more done because I felt like the work I was going was actually being noticed and not taken for granted. I need to do a better job of being expressing my gratitude for those around me that help me, because it really does make a difference.


Thanks for reading! :)