My family opened christmas presents without me this year because I overslept. I'm just thankful that that happened at the end of 2009 and not the beginning of 2010, because 2010 will be a better year. A better decade, hopefully. I may have made my entire family feel pretty bad about it, but I still think they should feel bad. This is MY christmas, and well they basically had it without me. I'm pretty sure that's over there in a the "i don't feel very loved" category. It's one of the downfalls of being from a family as large as mine, i suppose. Regardless, it's pretty shitty. I shouldn't even tell you about it, cuz 3 years from now I hope to forget about this specific Christmas morning, but I think it did long term damage.
David did the best this Christmas. He got me a camera and a season of Gilmore Girls. It's complete proof that he really knows me.
I never did get a Christmas tree. Maybe a bahabugged myself. It just didn't end up fitting into the schedule early enough to seem justified. But, never again will that happen. I will ALWAYS have a tree from now on.
Christmas money will go to:
David did the best this Christmas. He got me a camera and a season of Gilmore Girls. It's complete proof that he really knows me.
I never did get a Christmas tree. Maybe a bahabugged myself. It just didn't end up fitting into the schedule early enough to seem justified. But, never again will that happen. I will ALWAYS have a tree from now on.
Christmas money will go to:
- an iphone
- paige jeans
- riding boots/flat boots
- bed spread
- bedroom rug
- big floor mirror for my room
a few things happened this week that made me feel like a whole person again. i had been feelings like i was pushing through each day without a purpose, no light at the end of the tunnel, nothing to look forward to except routine. but i remembered a few things this week, a few things that had seemed to slip my mind and its exactly what made me feel so lost.
1) I need people to need me. It's what I live for really and its what makes me happy. The extra effort that I put into people that I care about is part of who I am. When people expect things of me and for me to be placed and I feel it is more than a burden I have the wrong perspective. My perspective should be that I am honored to have the opportunity and the love in my life of friendship. And I should continue to be grateful for the points of view that each person brings to my life. That is why I seemingly stretch myself thin for others, because I need them as much as they need me. I forgot that, it's nice to remember.
2) It is important to listen to the struggles your friends deal with. When you listen to them they are much more likely to listen to you. Having someone listen is like taking the weight off your shoulders and splitting it in half. If you are able to talk through something you are about to pinpoint the problem and then solve it. And well, talking to yourself just doesn't really have the same effect.
3) Friendships take time to grow. They, like most things, need love to grow healthy. And the thing I cherish more in my friendships is when people understand my perspective and can relate to me and vice versa.
4) Sometimes "I miss you" means more than "I love you."
5) When your body has had enough it will tell you. My body has had enough driving over the Causeway, which is probably why I threw up on myself this afternoon while driving home. I spent the rest of the day nursing myself back to health. My body needed a break, so it decided to make me contagious.
6) I will probably still call my mom when I'm 30 when i don't feel good.
7) When you love someone you need to tell them, if you don't you risk that love fading (instead of growing).
...just to name a few.
I feel better. I owe everyone in my life for helping me get back to a good place. It feels good to be back.
1) I need people to need me. It's what I live for really and its what makes me happy. The extra effort that I put into people that I care about is part of who I am. When people expect things of me and for me to be placed and I feel it is more than a burden I have the wrong perspective. My perspective should be that I am honored to have the opportunity and the love in my life of friendship. And I should continue to be grateful for the points of view that each person brings to my life. That is why I seemingly stretch myself thin for others, because I need them as much as they need me. I forgot that, it's nice to remember.
2) It is important to listen to the struggles your friends deal with. When you listen to them they are much more likely to listen to you. Having someone listen is like taking the weight off your shoulders and splitting it in half. If you are able to talk through something you are about to pinpoint the problem and then solve it. And well, talking to yourself just doesn't really have the same effect.
3) Friendships take time to grow. They, like most things, need love to grow healthy. And the thing I cherish more in my friendships is when people understand my perspective and can relate to me and vice versa.
4) Sometimes "I miss you" means more than "I love you."
5) When your body has had enough it will tell you. My body has had enough driving over the Causeway, which is probably why I threw up on myself this afternoon while driving home. I spent the rest of the day nursing myself back to health. My body needed a break, so it decided to make me contagious.
6) I will probably still call my mom when I'm 30 when i don't feel good.
7) When you love someone you need to tell them, if you don't you risk that love fading (instead of growing).
...just to name a few.
I feel better. I owe everyone in my life for helping me get back to a good place. It feels good to be back.
This has quit possibly been the worse hair year of my life.
I played "Typing for Dummies" yesterday. I chose, "The Steps to Success" or some cheesy title like that and then proceeded to type. And Typing for Dummies proceeded to moke me and remind me why I sucked as an individual. It called me lazy, indirectly of course. Ya know the subtle third party way people address a problem YOU have by applying it to the general population. It told me I had poor time management skills in the same obnoxious fashion. But still, I feel like I've been hit by a bus at the end of my work day and don't know where I'll find the energy to do the Christmas shopping that I must do tonight, in order to rush to Girl Christmas tomorrow right after work. There is this pile of things that I need to do everyday, week, month...and it feels hard. It feels like I never stop. But, you know this because I always complain of this. It's just been weighing on me. I feel like everyone gets half of what they deserve of me. Like, I'm only half of myself which is no where near my best self. In fact, I might even say I'm not even sure how to pretend to be my best self anymore. Sad, sad but true. Stupid Typing for Dummies. Good news is I'm still typing 70+ wpm.
I need a camera. But I don't think I'm getting it for Christmas. I also need the internet at my house. I would update YOU A LOT more if I had internet.
We'll discuss more later! I have a lot to say about myself. About what I've been thinking about. About why I feel like this. Once I get it all on paper I will be able to fix it. It needs to be sorted out.
It all comes down to my priorities not being in order. But, honestly I don't even know what order they are suppose to be in.
I played "Typing for Dummies" yesterday. I chose, "The Steps to Success" or some cheesy title like that and then proceeded to type. And Typing for Dummies proceeded to moke me and remind me why I sucked as an individual. It called me lazy, indirectly of course. Ya know the subtle third party way people address a problem YOU have by applying it to the general population. It told me I had poor time management skills in the same obnoxious fashion. But still, I feel like I've been hit by a bus at the end of my work day and don't know where I'll find the energy to do the Christmas shopping that I must do tonight, in order to rush to Girl Christmas tomorrow right after work. There is this pile of things that I need to do everyday, week, month...and it feels hard. It feels like I never stop. But, you know this because I always complain of this. It's just been weighing on me. I feel like everyone gets half of what they deserve of me. Like, I'm only half of myself which is no where near my best self. In fact, I might even say I'm not even sure how to pretend to be my best self anymore. Sad, sad but true. Stupid Typing for Dummies. Good news is I'm still typing 70+ wpm.
I need a camera. But I don't think I'm getting it for Christmas. I also need the internet at my house. I would update YOU A LOT more if I had internet.
We'll discuss more later! I have a lot to say about myself. About what I've been thinking about. About why I feel like this. Once I get it all on paper I will be able to fix it. It needs to be sorted out.
It all comes down to my priorities not being in order. But, honestly I don't even know what order they are suppose to be in.
I'm lost.
"I don't paint anymore, I use to paint. And I really liked it....I think I will." - Allie Hamilton
Basically I have a long way to go from where I am at to be satisfied with myself.
A looooonnnnnnnngggggggggg way.
"I don't paint anymore, I use to paint. And I really liked it....I think I will." - Allie Hamilton
Basically I have a long way to go from where I am at to be satisfied with myself.
A looooonnnnnnnngggggggggg way.
Monday I felt boring. Boring and painfully generic. That has got to be one of the most empty feelings of all feelings. Although, I'm sure that most feelings that resemble "empty" are the worse feelings ever, this particular feeling always gets me the hardest. But it was productive because Monday I followed up with UNO about my 4 classes, Tuesday I realize that the battle with my face was improving and had someone remind me that excuses are exactly that - excuses. And today was productive. Productive like I felt like I was intelligent and my contributions to society counted for something. So we'll see what tomorrow brings. And we'll see how I feel at the end of the weekend. I'm not in control, but I've got the reigns in my hands and I'm doing what I can to steer my life in a direction that I am comfortable with.
Side bar: Chad is in an official facebook relationship. And I am happy for him. Genuinely happy.
"some of God's greatest gift (are all to often unanswered) are unanswered prayers" - Garth Brooks.
January 16 - The Carnation Ball
February 13 - Endymion Extravaganza
March 10 - John Mayer at the New Orleans Arena
When is the super bowl? Saints play the super bowl! Saints - 9'N'0!!!!
I downloaded John Mayer's Battle Studies. I know I just as well jump on the band wagon, but I like him. I really always have been a fan of him.
I secretly made it snow on edg.net today. By the Monday after Thanksgiving it will be decked out in Christmas cheer. I really do like webdesign and graphic design. Now if I could only get over the mentality that I need to go to school for it to be any good. It will be something that I will always do in my part-time. It just makes me happy.
Every year I say I will start Christmas shopping early, but it is a week before Thanksgiving and all I have to show for my Christmas shopping is two gifts.
D wants a watch for Christmas. Has anyone every heard of the superstition about giving a watch? Well, let's put it this way. I gave C a watch for his birthday in March and A gave her husband a watch for their anniversary in March. And well....neither of those two things are going well. So the questions remains, what to get D for Christmas?
Sometimes I just look at him and smile.
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I currently have 3 jobs and one paycheck. I am: 1) a Marketing Coordinator 2) Administrative Assistant and 3) Receptionist. And you know what, I'm not good at all three. Marketing makes me happy, Admin makes me stressed, and receptionist pisses me off. I don't know the solution to the problem so I'm going back to school for something completely different. I don't know if that's really what I want to do, but it's the path that I have begin a journey towards so I'm going with it. Maybe I want to stick with the marketing stuff, maybe I'm even good at it. But I'm also good at listening, evaluating, planning. Maybe I'll figure out a way to make them both work in my favor. Maybe what I'm doing now is only in accordance with a bigger plan and for me to have met a certain person. But tomorrow I will drive that 24 mile bridge another day and with a fake smile on my face I will make it through another day and at the end of the day i will pray that the self-doubt that pledges my mind will one day never return. But, really does self-doubt ever end? I will continue to pray for it to relieve me, even though some of God's greatest gifts are unanswered prayers.
xoxo,
ps i miss my camera.
I enjoy what two people bring to my life in inspiration, in personality, in wardrob, and in passion. One of the hardest things in life is finding people who understand your thought train. To find people who think and feel similarly to the way you think and feel amounting in a type of understanding and friendship that is easy and just feels good. I will always cherish that about two special ladies.
There, that is your mushy for a little while.
You really can fall in love with your friends!
There, that is your mushy for a little while.
You really can fall in love with your friends!
If you ask someone who just observes my life they would swear that I am busy, but what they really don’t realize is I’ve just mastered the art of procrastinations. This art is accomplished by lots of lovely distractions disguised as friends and activities. I’m not complaining. I wouldn’t change my life or how busy I feel, especially now that volleyball is over and done with through March. I’m just saying, just because I may seem busy don’t mean that I’m actually accomplishing anything. I take that back. I am living. And that is quite the accomplishment. And I am loving it.
Last night (Wednesday) I went to a Hornets basketball game. Everyone around me was probably smashed, especially all the people who managed to make in on the Dance Cam. I was stone cold sober. Last night I remember how to let lose without alcoholic sanction. It felt good. And I was still awake to drive home. Why did I just say alcoholic sanction? I’m a fag. I’m leaving it though.
Last night (Wednesday) I went to a Hornets basketball game. Everyone around me was probably smashed, especially all the people who managed to make in on the Dance Cam. I was stone cold sober. Last night I remember how to let lose without alcoholic sanction. It felt good. And I was still awake to drive home. Why did I just say alcoholic sanction? I’m a fag. I’m leaving it though.
Countdown
Days ‘til 2505 reunited? Seven
Days ‘til date night is reinstated? Five
Days ‘til Christmas? 49
Days ‘til Mardi Gras? 108
Days ‘til Christmas music plays in stores? Negative Four (Ohh)
Tonight has goodness written all over it in pretty handwriting. Leave work to meet Gracious for sushi and wine, leave Gracious to go to Aprel’s for Grey’s Anatomy & Private Practive with more wine. It’s just a typical Thursday but it’s what gets me through work on Wednesday and Thursday.
Next week, Tuesday date night is reinstated, which is what will get me through Monday & Tuesday of next week. I know it’s cheesy, but I just look forward to downtime with him. We go a lot. And we are more times than not surrounded by company or in public, so to have some alone time to just be each other feels wonderful.
Last night the Hornet’s scored a 3 pointer to tie the game with 2 seconds left on the clock. Everyone was screaming and jumping and excited. He clapped Brad’s hand and Mary’s hand and somehow forgot to turn my way and cheer with me. Once overtime was underway I looked at him and told him what he did. I told him in a lighthearted “how could you leave me hanging like that” kind of way. He felt bad, said he was sorry and all was good again. When the Hornets won I was the first person he turned to cheer with. It’s nice to know that I can tell him what bothers me and we can move forward and not just past it (if that makes since). It’s a stupid story, but I think it speaks volumes.
I ripped out some paged of a j. crew magazine for office wardrobe inspiration. I do believe it was a success.
Belts have made a comeback for the first time in my adult life. I must say, when/if they ever phase out again I will be pretty sad. I have become a fan of the skinny belt. Even though I don’t have a waist to enhance, they still make me happy.
I think it’s safe to safe I’m a little out of the loop. Which always tends to break my heart a little bit, but I have been in a wretched mood for the majority of this week so I probably saved some face and wrongful words. I’m not really sure why I am in a wretched mood, nothing was too terribly different than any other week, except Adrienne was out of the office leaving me to bare each day of this office without her. It was harder than I imagined.
I remember when her presence made me feel self-conscience and self-aware (in a bad way) but now, it’s easy. It’s makes my days better – happier. And I’ve opened up to her. I enjoy what she brings to my life and my wardrobe. We have very similar tastes, she’s just much better at spending money than me. It funny how friendships develop, I really didn’t see that friendship coming. Those are the best kinds!
I know, I say it often. But I think I found him. And I’m going to keep him for awhile!!
Thank God it’s Friday.
I’m going to decorate and clean my house today. It’s all I have wanted to do all week. Maybe I’ll take pictures. Maybe I’ll paint. Maybe I’m move furniture. Who knows, but things are going to change this weekend. They are going to change for the better, cuz well right now I’m not a big fan of myself.
Belts have made a comeback for the first time in my adult life. I must say, when/if they ever phase out again I will be pretty sad. I have become a fan of the skinny belt. Even though I don’t have a waist to enhance, they still make me happy.
I think it’s safe to safe I’m a little out of the loop. Which always tends to break my heart a little bit, but I have been in a wretched mood for the majority of this week so I probably saved some face and wrongful words. I’m not really sure why I am in a wretched mood, nothing was too terribly different than any other week, except Adrienne was out of the office leaving me to bare each day of this office without her. It was harder than I imagined.
I remember when her presence made me feel self-conscience and self-aware (in a bad way) but now, it’s easy. It’s makes my days better – happier. And I’ve opened up to her. I enjoy what she brings to my life and my wardrobe. We have very similar tastes, she’s just much better at spending money than me. It funny how friendships develop, I really didn’t see that friendship coming. Those are the best kinds!
I know, I say it often. But I think I found him. And I’m going to keep him for awhile!!
Thank God it’s Friday.
I’m going to decorate and clean my house today. It’s all I have wanted to do all week. Maybe I’ll take pictures. Maybe I’ll paint. Maybe I’m move furniture. Who knows, but things are going to change this weekend. They are going to change for the better, cuz well right now I’m not a big fan of myself.
I haven't actually gotten the piece of paper yet that says it, but I don't think I made it in to gradschool. next time, next time....
Today, I am completely happy with my, now, facebook official relationship. I never imagined being so happy with a person. He truely, truely makes me happy.
I'm loving this weather! :)
Still looking for a Halloween costume.
Basically over volleyball for a little while.
I really do enjoy football now.
Worked 'til 9 PM tonight.
i <3 boots.
I'm struggling right now. I feel like school is my answer, but if I didn't get in there must be another plan for me. Where to go now? There's so many options. I really do enjoy marketing and web design, sooo do I go with that? Or will that make me hate it? Do try again for the fall? I just don't know if I can take that kind of rejecton. I need a plan.
Really, really looking forward to the LA Tech @ LSU game with Lauren and Anna!!!!!!
xoxo
Today, I am completely happy with my, now, facebook official relationship. I never imagined being so happy with a person. He truely, truely makes me happy.
I'm loving this weather! :)
Still looking for a Halloween costume.
Basically over volleyball for a little while.
I really do enjoy football now.
Worked 'til 9 PM tonight.
i <3 boots.
I'm struggling right now. I feel like school is my answer, but if I didn't get in there must be another plan for me. Where to go now? There's so many options. I really do enjoy marketing and web design, sooo do I go with that? Or will that make me hate it? Do try again for the fall? I just don't know if I can take that kind of rejecton. I need a plan.
Really, really looking forward to the LA Tech @ LSU game with Lauren and Anna!!!!!!
xoxo
I'm already looking forward to Christmas.
Text Message from Adrienne: You and David looked so adorable last night. :)
And it's true, we really do look pretty happy together.
But, we forgot the camera so there was nothing documented. Which, may have been a good thing considering the outcome.
I spent the better part of Friday afternoon hanging out with his mom. I guess it was bonding time. I like her, I really do.
I miss New Orleans, I haven't been down there in about a month and it feels a little past due. I need some girl friends to make a visit with me. (hint, hint)
Today, I'm also a little obsessed with Taylor Swift. She's just beautiful.
And, (don't judge me) this is my jam today.
I mean, really guys check out the kicks
But ya know what I don't like?
For, obvious reasons.
I'm going to have to take the GRE again. I'm not thrilled about it, but I'm realized that I have a little extra time to pull my score up before spring. Applying for grad school has been really stressing me out.
Just living well is exhausting sometimes.
Sunday's thank you God for:
volleyball
David
2505
Thursday nights with Grace, Aprel and Grey's
My parents
My brother and his house
water
red bull
Sam Bo
Random phone calls from Carrie
Random texts from Megan
Gilmore Girls
xoxo
Today I broke out the boots at work.
They made me pretty happy all day.
My head is spinning and I feel like it has been a whirlwind of a day, but I haven't even left the reception desk for longer than ten minutes all day.
People are starting to hear about Grad School.
I don't like it.
What happens if something falls thru...I don't like people to expect things like that from me before they are certain.
I may lose my job because so many people know, which I hate.
Vincent's with D tonight before he goes on a 3 day business trip.
My almost bf goes on business trips, when did I get so old?
Vincent’s is this Italian restaurant about ten minutes from the office. It’s supposed to be really good.
My internet is down at my house again.
But Beau gets home from him lake house trip tonight.
Last night I cleaned the kitchen and lit candles around the house so if would smell good and be clean when he gets home.
It's the motherly instincts in me that does that, I kind of like it.
Lauren, I love you! And I'm a little jealous of the freedom and the emotion that you are feelings. I know its painful, but there is also something very alive about it. It's beautiful, really.
My diet has been going sort of good. I haven't been working out nearly enough, but I feel okay about what I look like. I just need to keep it up. There will be ten pounds less of me when the holidays get here, I'm determined. Well, sort of.
The eternal question: When will I find out if I got accepted to Grad School.
Please people, stop asking me.
Ashley and Kim got in a really bad car wreck Friday night. They are both good. But dad def called and said, "come home immediately, there's been an accident." There's nothing compared to the way your stomach drops when you get that phone call. It's horrible.
So not inspirational, I know.
xoxo
They made me pretty happy all day.
My head is spinning and I feel like it has been a whirlwind of a day, but I haven't even left the reception desk for longer than ten minutes all day.
People are starting to hear about Grad School.
I don't like it.
What happens if something falls thru...I don't like people to expect things like that from me before they are certain.
I may lose my job because so many people know, which I hate.
Vincent's with D tonight before he goes on a 3 day business trip.
My almost bf goes on business trips, when did I get so old?
Vincent’s is this Italian restaurant about ten minutes from the office. It’s supposed to be really good.
My internet is down at my house again.
But Beau gets home from him lake house trip tonight.
Last night I cleaned the kitchen and lit candles around the house so if would smell good and be clean when he gets home.
It's the motherly instincts in me that does that, I kind of like it.
Lauren, I love you! And I'm a little jealous of the freedom and the emotion that you are feelings. I know its painful, but there is also something very alive about it. It's beautiful, really.
My diet has been going sort of good. I haven't been working out nearly enough, but I feel okay about what I look like. I just need to keep it up. There will be ten pounds less of me when the holidays get here, I'm determined. Well, sort of.
The eternal question: When will I find out if I got accepted to Grad School.
Please people, stop asking me.
Ashley and Kim got in a really bad car wreck Friday night. They are both good. But dad def called and said, "come home immediately, there's been an accident." There's nothing compared to the way your stomach drops when you get that phone call. It's horrible.
So not inspirational, I know.
xoxo
Some days go on forever
Sometimes the weatherman says rain
We’ve all had days staring blankly out the window
Watching all the plans we made go down the drain
- The Benjy Davis Project
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Priorities:
1) Grad School Application
2) Working Out
3) Work
4) Shopping
5) Social
I will submit my grad school application this week. I will lose 10 pounds. I will make the website SEO friendly. I will blog at least 3 times this week. I will improve my fall wardrobe. I will meet all my social obligations for the week. I will stop referring to my friends as obligations. I will find a gold dress for the LSU vs. Florida game.
I'm still searching for something that is missing. I haven't figured it out, but I think I have a good idea.
I saw a glimpse of my old life. I believe everyone is better off now, that life was not for me. Goodness only knows why I kept it for so long.
"Don't fall in love with someone you can live with;
fall in love with someone you can't life without."
Claire Cleary: What is true love?
John Beckwith: True love is your soul's recognition of its counterpoint in another.
Claire Cleary: It's a little cheesy but I like it.
John Beckwith: I read it on a bumper sticker!
John Beckwith: True love is your soul's recognition of its counterpoint in another.
Claire Cleary: It's a little cheesy but I like it.
John Beckwith: I read it on a bumper sticker!
- Wedding Crashers
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My week:
Sunday - 7:30 church with dad, then a trip to Tennessee to pick up one of our German Shepherds, hotel.
Monday - Driving home from Tennessee, grocery shopping, dinner and Monday night football with David.
Tuesday - Work, reception duty, volleyball.
Wednesday - Work, website updates, volleyball, Bulldog(?).
Thursday - Work, blah, Thursday night Girl's night with Grace, Grey's with Aprel and wine.
Friday - Work half-day, Saks shopping with Adrienne for my next jean purchase, Girls' night out on the town, boys' fishing rodeo.
Saturday - David's house, LSU game party, Gretna fest, Red Eye, running into Anna after the HOB concert, pictures lots of pictures.
I will try to fit working out into my schedule.
I have given up, giving up caffeine (i'm just more likeable that way)
I want to make an art purchase soon, I just have to find something that compels me enough to spend $300-500 on.
When/if i get married, I hope my husband spins me on our first dance.
I am oh so very glad that fall shows have started up. This year I will watch Grey's, Gossip Girl & 90210. I will get inspired and my wardrobe will vastly improve. I'm so behind on the latest trends.
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And to conclude. When you are happy because you are making someone else happy, and that feeling is mutual, that must be a sign that this is something good!
Today I am more interested in things than people. People exhaust me.
I've been thinking about the fact that:
Every minute of every passing day you can get something productive done with your time.
And, I struggle with this.
Because I know it's true, but also feel like I waste so much time.
I drive.
I watch countless episodes of seasons of shows.
I put energy into relationships that could not flourish
and I wonder if that is a waste of time.
I eat and then I work out to counter-balance my eating.
I work on projects that I never finish.
I stress over little things that I know aren't really issues, I just want to talk about them.
Why do I feel as if time to myself is what I need most when I am undeniably a people person?
Where do you draw the line between self-improvement/rest and laziness/selfishness?
The last posts by you and you make me feel like part of something bigger than myself. Much bigger. It reminds me of the importance of being active in others lives, it keeps you alive. It's what life is all about. We are taught that we are only suppose to marry one person in our life, that we are suppose to share our life with. But, ya see friendship is bigger and better than that. Friends are the people you choose to keep in your life, outside of contracts and inside of you heart.
The two of you reinspire me; or rather, remind me what being inspired feels like. But the most beautiful part about the friendship is that there is absolutely nothing required of any of us. The energy we put into each other is energy that we chose to exude; not required, expected, or forced. It's everything true friendship should be and I basically love it.
As for my weekend. I checked off more things from my "Life To-Do List" than I thought possible in one weekend.
- Attend a LSU game, Check
- Attend a professional football game, Check
- Attend a Saints football game, Check
- Visit the supedone post Katrina, Check
- Watch college football in the rain, Check (I really didn't hate it)
- Run in heals in the rain for about half a mile, Check. (yeah, it was serious talent and I was pretty impressed with myself)
On another note, I've rediscovered my joy in Gilmore Girls. I love them.
Some people are photogenic. But, some beauty just can't deny the camera its fun.
This chemistry just can't be faked.
It's the people in your life that make a tradition worth repeating.
Some people call it New Orleans
In true trend form, my two fellow favorite writers have begin to document their lives in this new venue. This is me following suit. Not because I am a "follower," but because I agree with their agenda. To start a fresh new space to share their new life experiences in order to shed the college skin and to reflect their lives under a new, optimistic alias.
My space has no purpose and will reflect exactly what it's title implies. I will share with you my random thoughts, however inconsistent or incomplete, on a regular basis. All optimistic and insecure ideas that run through my mind will come out. My opinions of famous people, old trends, new trends, habits of colleagues, annoyances with the media, advertisements i find fascinating, and ways that people act that I enjoy or disapprove...etc, etc. If it's on my mind I will open up to you about it.
Often times I find being vague the most productive way to get my point across to an anonymous audience. This type of communication will be recognizable and most of the time parallel to things that are currently happening in my personal life.
This journal will be special to others that I have had in the past and it will be opened up to the public. If you happen to stumble across this place, enjoy!!!
Love.
