1) start projects that take days to finish. 2) finish my projects. ...
My family opened christmas presents without me this year because I overslept. I'm just thankful that that happened at the end of 2009 and not the beginning of 2010, because 2010 will be a better year. A better decade, hopefully. I may have made my entire family feel pretty bad about it, but I still think they should...
a few things happened this week that made me feel like a whole person again. i had been feelings like i was pushing through each day without a purpose, no light at the end of the tunnel, nothing to look forward to except routine. but i remembered a few things this week, a few things that had seemed...
This has quit possibly been the worse hair year of my life.I played "Typing for Dummies" yesterday. I chose, "The Steps to Success" or some cheesy title like that and then proceeded to type. And Typing for Dummies proceeded to moke me and remind me why I sucked as an individual. It called me lazy, indirectly of course....
I'm lost."I don't paint anymore, I use to paint. And I really liked it....I think I will." - Allie HamiltonBasically I have a long way to go from where I am at to be satisfied with myself.A looooonnnnnnnngggggggggg way. ...
Monday I felt boring. Boring and painfully generic. That has got to be one of the most empty feelings of all feelings. Although, I'm sure that most feelings that resemble "empty" are the worse feelings ever, this particular feeling always gets me the hardest. But it was productive because Monday I followed up with UNO about my 4...
I enjoy what two people bring to my life in inspiration, in personality, in wardrob, and in passion. One of the hardest things in life is finding people who understand your thought train. To find people who think and feel similarly to the way you think and feel amounting in a type of understanding and friendship that is...
If you ask someone who just observes my life they would swear that I am busy, but what they really don’t realize is I’ve just mastered the art of procrastinations. This art is accomplished by lots of lovely distractions disguised as friends and activities. I’m not complaining. I wouldn’t change my life or how busy I feel, especially...
I ripped out some paged of a j. crew magazine for office wardrobe inspiration. I do believe it was a success.Belts have made a comeback for the first time in my adult life. I must say, when/if they ever phase out again I will be pretty sad. I have become a fan of the skinny belt. Even though...
I haven't actually gotten the piece of paper yet that says it, but I don't think I made it in to gradschool. next time, next time....Today, I am completely happy with my, now, facebook official relationship. I never imagined being so happy with a person. He truely, truely makes me happy.I'm loving this weather! :)Still looking for a...
I'm already looking forward to Christmas. I'm already looking forward to Christmas. ...
Text Message from Adrienne: You and David looked so adorable last night. :)And it's true, we really do look pretty happy together.But, we forgot the camera so there was nothing documented. Which, may have been a good thing considering the outcome.I spent the better part of Friday afternoon hanging out with his mom. I guess it was bonding...
Today I broke out the boots at work. They made me pretty happy all day. My head is spinning and I feel like it has been a whirlwind of a day, but I haven't even left the reception desk for longer than ten minutes all day. People are starting to hear about Grad School. I don't like it....
Some days go on foreverSometimes the weatherman says rainWe’ve all had days staring blankly out the windowWatching all the plans we made go down the drain- The Benjy Davis Project-----Priorities: 1) Grad School Application 2) Working Out3) Work4) Shopping 5) SocialI will submit my grad school application this week. I will lose 10 pounds. I will make the...
I saw a glimpse of my old life. I believe everyone is better off now, that life was not for me. Goodness only knows why I kept it for so long. "Don't fall in love with someone you can live with; fall in love with someone you can't life without." Claire Cleary: What is true love?John Beckwith: True...
Today I am more interested in things than people. People exhaust me.
I've been thinking about the fact that:
Every minute of every passing day you can get something productive done with your time.
And, I struggle with this.
Because I know it's true, but also feel like I waste so much time.
I drive.
I watch countless episodes of seasons of shows.
I put energy into relationships that could not flourish
and I wonder if that is a waste of time.
I eat and then I work out to counter-balance my eating.
I work on projects that I never finish.
I stress over little things that I know aren't really issues, I just want to talk about them.
Why do I feel as if time to myself is what I need most when I am undeniably a people person?
Where do you draw the line between self-improvement/rest and laziness/selfishness?
The last posts by you and you make me feel like part of something bigger than myself. Much bigger. It reminds me of the importance of being active in others lives, it keeps you alive. It's what life is all about. We are taught that we are only suppose to marry one person in our life, that we...
Some people are photogenic. But, some beauty just can't deny the camera its fun.This chemistry just can't be faked.It's the people in your life that make a tradition worth repeating.Some people call it New Orleans; I say "there's not place like home." ...
In true trend form, my two fellow favorite writers have begin to document their lives in this new venue. This is me following suit. Not because I am a "follower," but because I agree with their agenda. To start a fresh new space to share their new life experiences in order to shed the college skin and to...